Travel notesIssue 04 | April 2009

Beneath Mandorla Skin

by Victoria Forester Courtland

I imagine carrying our unborn Serafina around on my hip. Her small brown feet flutter against my thigh when we pass the gelaterias. Already she knows a certain desire, but Siena is not a place for strangieri to raise a daughter. There is discord everywhere— church bells clanging to the ends of streets that wind like a chambered nautilus, shirtless men hammering and chiseling cobblestones, contradas parading in anticipation of Il Palio, men and women arguing behind every window, shutters flung open.


Siena was built in expectation of battles, with blackened blood and dormant disease in the soil beyond these walls. Even with a map, I cannot glide effortlessly through these labyrinthine streets. The flat stones in La Lizza reflect a bruised light. Clouds sag across the narrow snatches of sky and thunder ushers in rain. It kicks up dust, making air heavy in the lungs like smoldering sage, moiling everything dark and rough. I do not feel safe in the absence of smooth surfaces.


Siena is shaped like a human heart. From within its walls it is rare to see a sunset, though just before dusk the brick brightens to a sanguine hue. At night, I trail my fingers along the barnacled cliffs between arched doorways and I know that I would not be afraid if I had someone else to protect. I don’t belong here, Love, but I no longer know where to bring myself home.

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About the author

Victoria Forester Courtland’s fiction, poetry, and essays have appeared in Bathtub Gin, Washington Square, and The Worcester Review. Her piece, Mandorla, is based on the searing hot walled city of Siena, Italy, where she experienced little reprieve from an assault on the senses.

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